Again I start the year with weirdo health issues, most of which I have already cleared up and been told "false alarm." So that's good....
Except my Achilles and my knees....
But Grace and Charlsey are working on them and I have an MRI on my Achilles scheduled for next Monday...yippie.
It's thick.
And not in a good way like thick thigh way....thick and in danger of tearing....
The Ortho that saw me said, Well, this is not good for what you do...you'll probably need a year off.
I HAVE already been throwing on it...but....Charlsey doesn't think so...and....seriously...the PT and massage...it has been shrinking back.
Side giggle....I asked him if I can still lift...he did say, as long as it doesn't make it worse....he then proceeded to show me how to squat.
Oh LORDY.
He actually said...never squat deep and there is NEVER a need to even come to 90...he then showed me what I would guess was not even a 1/4 squat...more like a 1/5? 1/8???
Oh trust me...you will still be working those legs.
Ok dude...thanks.
But I will say about him....he said NOTHING about my weight!
What.
An Ortho not telling someone of my size I needed to lose weight?!?!?!
Shocking.
Really .
Anyhoo....there are no updates on the show....we did the piece in ABQ as part of a festival, but as of yet we have not heard back from other places we have contacted. We do, need to start working on this more. It is really difficult for me. I have so much support and help, but I really don't understand the next step. I suppose the first thing is to imagine what Rod and I want...
As for the show in ABQ.
Rod and I have decided it was a huge gift....filled with amazing and important lessons.
Lessons that I think have both stalled us and empowered us....
Thanks for reading....I'll try to let y'all know how the MRI goes....and Phoenix is around the corner.....I used to always post goals....but well, there is a whole other blog in that issue!
