How'd that second game in Colorado go?
Well, like I said about Elizabeth...I had the game I trained for.....but....something came up during the game.
As we were wrapping up the athlete meeting, I felt like I had something in my eye...oh shit.
Nothing was in my eye, but I couldn't see....fucking migraine.
I had just had one the weekend before....like come on, no way. Yup.
Choices choices, what to do....We started on hammer....GAG, I know we probably should have left...just gone back to bed at the hotel, but I was so mad. I was upset with my body, with myself. Like what the heck am I doing wrong that I am still getting these dumb things.
I did learn a whole lot....like Midol is AMAZING for migraines. I felt like an idiot, but all these lovely women were taking care of me. Not letting me shag, making sure I stay hydrated, helping me off the field when I felt nauseated.
Ultimately, I should have left so that I didn't burden the ladies on the field; but my irritation at myself and my stubbornness...got the better of me.
I felt so betrayed by my own body...it's a terrible theme lately.
I've got 18 days before Pleasanton and I think I may spend the week before the game only throwing. Focus...I know I won't be at my best for that game, but I want to be more prepared than I am now.
Anyhooo...That's it for right now.
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