I was talking to a friend recently about my upcoming game. As anyone who has read this blog for any amount of time, you are aware that Pleasanton is one of; if not my favorite game. They asked how I was feeling, and I said "not ready."
As I've written about recently, I am having the season I trained for....I been busy doing other things this year....but Grace asked me...."what does ready mean?"
Oh, huh....what does ready mean to me. I spent a couple days mulling over this thought....
Does it mean I am throwing the best I have ever thrown?
No
Does it mean I am throwing the best I can right in this moment?
No
Well, what does it mean then?
I decided that feeling ready for a game like this; feels like being ok in my own skin, like feeling solid on my feet, like trusting my body knows how to throw. When I feel those things is when I have "felt ready."
Oh....so being "ready" is mostly in my broken little brain....along with making sure I am working my drills and basics of throwing.
Got it. Find your feet and have some fun.
Oh another note, a women I admire a whole lot has a blog....go give it a read.... Life and strong man things are on the menu.
Link below!
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