Last time I was at this game...2012?!
And just like then, I am feeling terribly unpaired. Not just about my lack of practice and focus...but all of it. I don't even know what I mean by that, soooooo that's helpful.
I could ask for help, but I don't even know what to ask for. Ha! All I know is I have been having more and more frequent anxiety that is longer and more severe, and I hate it.
Again...I cannot even point to any one thing I am "not dealing with" .... I see those things, I am not ignoring them. But it isn't letting up and I am getting both annoyed and a little scared.
So, yeah. Not "ready" for this crap either.
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