tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6570444556412067335.post9141933995110309019..comments2023-06-08T04:37:05.959-07:00Comments on Throwing my Weight Around: a minor streakactor momma throwerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10228263934984004597noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6570444556412067335.post-21452265128945246042013-11-30T05:49:03.825-08:002013-11-30T05:49:03.825-08:00Congrats on your consistency.Very impressive!
On...Congrats on your consistency.Very impressive! <br /><br />One of the things someone taught me when I was going threw some seriously depressing times was "act as if". I felt like staying in bed for the rest of my life, hiding from the pain, hiding from the embarassment of what I was going through, avoiding the look of pity from my friends, etc. My buddy told me to go to the gym as if I felt motivated, go visit friends as if I wanted to be around other people, go to work as if I cared wether I could pay my rent. It worked. After going through the motions of acting as if I was happy, I actually started to feel that way again. <br /><br />I went through a year of therapy. With the right therapist it's not as horrible as it sounds. She helped me through some of my dark stuff. It's still unbelievable to me because those bad times I went through effected my life thouroughly before therapy, but those things aren't an issue anymore. I also healed in ways I didn't even know I needed. My old therapist is still here in Santa Fe. Let me know if you want her #.<br /><br />I love ya girl. Many of us do. Keep kicking butt!Podium questhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12175191211375084787noreply@blogger.com